December 2010
23 posts
I haven’t quite been myself in the longest while, no idea what’s up or how to change it, just need to get away from it all for a bit and see where it goes.
When someone comes in my room, then leaves and...
I keep opening up a new post and never putting anything down. Maybe because I’m just empty or what, but the year is coming to a close soon with no major changes except that it isn’t hostile to be at home this time around, not that it won’t be when a buncha muncha people show up and my dad’s trying to impress his girlfriend. I’m such a stinker sometimes. But that all...
I’m seriously sick of this fucking shit, fuck it all.
So there's this girl...
I plan to tell her how I feel before we welcome yet another year. She’s somewhat of a difficult read to me, but that’s probably because I let my rational thought process get interrupted by emotions like this. So, based on the previous sentence, I could very well be rejected instantly, though I could also infer that this is gonna go my way. Whichever way it goes, it’s better...
This is depressing, unless you don't like me.
I can’t say I’ve had the worse out of anyone ever, but these past few years haven’t been kind to me, instilling a motto I unknowingly picked up from a song I can’t remember, “You’re second best you know the rest.” A friend of mine told me once I had changed and asked what had happened to me. I don’t think I had an answer for him then, nor do I have...
“Dreams feel real while we’re in them. It’s only when we wake up that...”
– Dom Cobb (Leonardo DiCaprio; Inception, 2010)
“People worry about kids playing with guns, and teenagers watching violent...”
– Nick Hornby (High Fidelity)
Circuit
My house has a 15 amp circuit breaker running more than 85% of the house, with the addition of the christmas tree lights and other holiday decorations, the power has gone out more than 30 times. I’m getting rather sick of it all since 99% of the time I’m the one left to go and flick the switch. This could all be solved with a higher amp circuit breaker, but that seems to be rather...
And then suddenly,
I was out of hershey’s kisses.
“One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that...”
– “White Rabbit” -by Jefferson Airplane
Beard
It takes all my concentration and determination to shave after letting it grow out for more than a few days. I’m not sure why since it ends up really uneven due to unfortunately placed “bald” spots, where it grows in lighter and shorter, it should be much easier. This was pretty much pointless, alas, any efforts to write more are kinda burned at the start.
May I Have This Dance? by Copeland
May I have this dance? Saw you sitting lonely, I hope you would say “Yes” May I have this dance? Look into my eyes as I offer you my hand, my hand Dance forever… Stretch out my hand To dance with your inviting, warmth providing hand And I’ll stand out facing me, embracing me Into my companion for a dance Dance forever… Dance forever! When we dance, I’ll whisper...
Bread
Unanimously agreed upon as once being the best thing ever (when sliced).
When I'm gone...
I want people to look at my life and the decisions I’ve made in it and ask, “Why the fuck did he do that and what does it mean?” and I want them to be 100% interested and to debate it forever.
Having one good nights sleep out of many restless nights doesn’t make up for the hours I’ve tossed and turned in my bed, thoughts blaring over all other things. It feels as if my body just wants to shut down altogether and I’m on the verge if letting it do so. Whenever I am able to shut my eyes and get away, I’m haunted in my dreams by regrets and by things I’ve...
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