January 2011
36 posts
Call me a little kid,
but I will always watch and love Hayao Miyazaki films.
It puts the lotion on its skin,
or else it gets the hose again.
“I picture your face in the back of my eyes.”
– “Anna Molly” by Incubus
Watchfinally?
Catching Them All
mybiggestregretever:
My biggest regret ever is catching them all. I really regret catching all the Pokemon. I have no room in my house anymore with all these Pokeballs everywhere, and they’re all so needy, especially Snorlax — all it does is eat. It’s really ruining my life.
[Male, 18]
day 11: the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or...
being multiple? days behind, I’m gonna do this one too
“be nice and you’ll get her” no you fucking won’t, despite every fucking complaint I’ve ever heard, no girl I’ve ever gone after has liked the “nice guy.” They’re always so caught up in the asshole that even as a friend I get phased out, great fucking advice.
day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be...
Which self? I react differently to every situation and am different on a daily basis, you can’t tell me to “be myself” when there is no one self. I’ll be whatever I feel at the time and fuck you if you think that I’m wrong or weird.
I've seen my fears become reality
no matter how hard I fight it, and despite your promises, I’m sure you’re gonna leave me all alone too.
“Now that I’ve lost everything to you,
you say you want to start something...”
– “Wild World” by Cat Stevens
day 9: things that make you happy
Skins
Drawing
Kept promises
Romantic Comedies, like [500] Days of Summer and Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist
Remembering the good times
Ice Skating and Hockey
Summer and the warmer season
And above the rest, you do, but you don’t know it
Go anonymous. Go to my ask box and leave me...
I've been going through phases
of secluding myself completely and trying to talk to people, it’s rough. The people I want to be there leave me hanging and treat me like some sort of pariah, and everyone else just doesn’t cut it for me. I wish I could just leave and never come back.
day 8: things that make you sad (since I believe...
Being alone
Being stood up or bailed on for plans I was looking forward to
When I get emotionally invested in shit that doesn’t pay off
Sad endings to better-than-good movies
Shattered Expectations
Fat and stupid people
When I’ve been forgotten
etc.
I need you so much closer.
“Well, it’s a crazy fucked up world and we’re all just floating along...”
– Heroin Bob (Michael Goorjian; SLC Punk, 1998)
day 7: a show or a movie that has changed you, and...
recently, everything has just been beginning to degrade my sense of reality, the line between real and dream, a big part of that credit goes to recent movies like Inception and Shutter Island, along with Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Fear and Loathing in Las Vagas. My recognition of when people are lying to me is blurred by my willingness to take people at face value already, so now I...
day 6: something you would like to change about...
There isn’t a single thing I like about myself personality-wise, so I guess if I have to choose, I wish I wasn’t so selfish, everything I say or do has an underlying, ulterior, self-serving motive and I hate myself for it.
day 5: something you would change about the world
the way the worst of us get the best the world has to offer, and the corrupt system that runs the US at the moment, I think all of us could do without any of that, and it pisses me off when what should happen doesn’t due to lobbyists which are just bribes which are illegal but given a new name makes it all perfectly legal.
also, complete douchers who get girls they don’t deserve and...
day 4: how you think your life would change if you...
if I knew what my dream was, I’d probably do something to jeopardize myself, I can’t seem to allow myself happiness or anything that might come close
I’m unambitious and basically wandering around til I get to a place where I know where I am, which I currently don’t , so yea, great life I have going for myself right there
day 3: what you think your reason for being here...
I think it’s so I can grow into the anti-christ and bring about the end of days.
but in all honest, I won’t know til I find it, maybe I’m just here to make one person happy and that’s it, if at all, maybe I’m here to be the group downer, who knows? But I’ll keep going til I find out why.
day 2: something that’s illegal but you think it...
This prompts pretty much anyone to reply with “Marijuana.” And while I agree, the argument is so played out I doubt I even have to put it down in words here.
day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365...
day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself
Let’s start with plans, since that’s the easiest:
I’m definitely moving out this year, and if I get the job at customs, then I have to go to Georgia for a few months for training, but if not I’ve decided to start college up in the fall and move from there, with no real clear major yet.
...
A 365 day challenge that I'll definitely never...
day 1: hopes, dreams, and plans for the next 365 days with a picture of yourself day 2: something that’s illegal but you think it should be legal day 3: what you think your reason for being here is day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream day 5: something you would change about the world day 6: something you would like to change about yourself day 7: a show or a movie...
You can try your heart out
for some people, give them the world, but they always prefer something or someone else, so just give up now, it’s your best bet, you’ll be alone, but at least you won’t be broken and worn out.
I wish people would read my tumblr like I read theirs. Just a wish.
“Look, other bands, they want to make it about sex or pain, but you know, The...”
– Thom (Aaron Yoo; Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist, 2008)